Hello world! Feeling weird today. But that's nothing new. Been listening to the yeah yeah yeahs all day instead of doing work/ going to work. A lot of things just put me in a very weird mood.
I was reading about domestic violence/relationship abuse articles all morning, not sure why. Feeling a major inspiration for a new script coming up. So me and Alex have been having this thing about gay lions for a few days... Not sure how it started. I think it was the weird cat/owl/alien thing he drew on my arm, and then a few days later we googled it and got this, inverted color and sides:
Last night everyone was feeling very weird. I've been having really vivid dreams that are so much like reality but strangely inverted/surrealistic/as if reality took some acid and munched on a few shrooms too. Like my cats are present in every dream. One time I dreamt Enzo and Panther had kitties (which is impossible in real life cause they're fixed) and there were two black kittens and two ginger kittens. Again, impossible in real life because they are both black cats, how could they possibly make ginger kitties?
Last night we had a sleepover of sorts because it was a scary night to be alone. I read a huge encyclopedia about the universe and it was beautiful and possibly was the reason for my strange mood today. But everything has been strange. Last night everyone was feeling strange, or at least two people. The moon was so bright and left a beautiful illumination on the clouds near to it, with an orange glow on the very edges. It was scary, everything was empty. It was like everyone disappeared from the world. And everyone that was left was a character from a post-apocalyptic novel, scavenging for food and resources, like that stupid movie Mad Max II. Listening to the same song over and over is also not helping. What if the world really is going to end really soon, in my lifetime? Would I survive, and the others that I know, or would I be left all alone in the debris of corpses and death? Or would someone else I know be left alone in the emotional delusion and I will be safely dead?
I was reading about domestic violence/relationship abuse articles all morning, not sure why. Feeling a major inspiration for a new script coming up. So me and Alex have been having this thing about gay lions for a few days... Not sure how it started. I think it was the weird cat/owl/alien thing he drew on my arm, and then a few days later we googled it and got this, inverted color and sides:
For some reason Alex called it gay lions. And now the whole gay lions vibe is going around my head.
I decided to listen to last.fm for like the first time in years. Me and friends used last.fm waaaay before anyone knew about it, before facebook or something like that. But anyway, so I typed in Yeah Yeah Yeahs radio and.... they played "Pin" and now playing Crystal Castles "Celestica". HOW are CC related musically to YYYs?? It doesn't make any sense.
But more than anything, I've been obsessing over Yeah Yeah Yeahs' "Gold Lion" song.
Outside, Inside,
This is the moon without a tide,
We'll build a fire in your eyes,
We'll build a fire when the cover's getting brighter,
Cold desire makes the moon without a tide
This is the moon without a tide,
We'll build a fire in your eyes,
We'll build a fire when the cover's getting brighter,
Cold desire makes the moon without a tide
Last night everyone was feeling very weird. I've been having really vivid dreams that are so much like reality but strangely inverted/surrealistic/as if reality took some acid and munched on a few shrooms too. Like my cats are present in every dream. One time I dreamt Enzo and Panther had kitties (which is impossible in real life cause they're fixed) and there were two black kittens and two ginger kittens. Again, impossible in real life because they are both black cats, how could they possibly make ginger kitties?
Last night we had a sleepover of sorts because it was a scary night to be alone. I read a huge encyclopedia about the universe and it was beautiful and possibly was the reason for my strange mood today. But everything has been strange. Last night everyone was feeling strange, or at least two people. The moon was so bright and left a beautiful illumination on the clouds near to it, with an orange glow on the very edges. It was scary, everything was empty. It was like everyone disappeared from the world. And everyone that was left was a character from a post-apocalyptic novel, scavenging for food and resources, like that stupid movie Mad Max II. Listening to the same song over and over is also not helping. What if the world really is going to end really soon, in my lifetime? Would I survive, and the others that I know, or would I be left all alone in the debris of corpses and death? Or would someone else I know be left alone in the emotional delusion and I will be safely dead?
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