I don't know why I'm feeling kind of blue tonight. I had a nice shower, and washed my hair, which usually makes me feel better. I had some tea. I played with cats. But nothing is making me feel better. I guess sometimes you just feel down, no matter what situation you're in. So I decided to listen to Death Cab because listening to "I Will Follow You Into The Dark" always reminds me of Adrian and Christoph, and that party in Germany when I got lost in the house and walked in the fields and broke someone's heart and Adrian had to hold her hair because she was puking. It's funny. But this song reminds me of when Adrian told me how when they went to see Death Cab at a festival, and they played this song, a woman was crying hard next to them. And I've never cried to this song, but I wish one day I can. Only sad Placebo songs make me cry, even though I don't listen to Placebo any more.
Love of mine some day you will die
But I'll be close behind
I'll follow you into the dark
No blinding light or tunnels to gates of white
Just our hands clasped so tight
Waiting for the hint of a spark
If Heaven and Hell decide
That they both are satisfied
Illuminate the NOs on their vacancy signs
If there's no one beside you
When your soul embarks
Then I'll follow you into the dark
In Catholic school as vicious as Roman rule
I got my knuckles bruised by a lady in black
And I held my tongue as she told me
"Son fear is the heart of love"
So I never went back
If Heaven and Hell decide
That they both are satisfied
Illuminate the NOs on their vacancy signs
If there's no one beside you
When your soul embarks
Then I'll follow you into the dark
You and me have seen everything to see
From Bangkok to Calgary
And the soles of your shoes are all worn down
The time for sleep is now
It's nothing to cry about
'cause we'll hold each other soon
In the blackest of rooms
If Heaven and Hell decide
That they both are satisfied
Illuminate the No's on their vacancy signs
If there's no one beside you
When your soul embarks
Then I'll follow you into the dark
Then I'll follow you into the dark
Well I just sang along to the song and it made me feel a bit better. I sang it to Panther, she is sitting here cleaning herself. I wonder if she likes my singing. The truth is I love singing, but I am so terrified of singing in front of people. I guess cats are okay.
I'm off to a party. I hope I can cheer up there a little.
Love of mine some day you will die
But I'll be close behind
I'll follow you into the dark
No blinding light or tunnels to gates of white
Just our hands clasped so tight
Waiting for the hint of a spark
If Heaven and Hell decide
That they both are satisfied
Illuminate the NOs on their vacancy signs
If there's no one beside you
When your soul embarks
Then I'll follow you into the dark
In Catholic school as vicious as Roman rule
I got my knuckles bruised by a lady in black
And I held my tongue as she told me
"Son fear is the heart of love"
So I never went back
If Heaven and Hell decide
That they both are satisfied
Illuminate the NOs on their vacancy signs
If there's no one beside you
When your soul embarks
Then I'll follow you into the dark
You and me have seen everything to see
From Bangkok to Calgary
And the soles of your shoes are all worn down
The time for sleep is now
It's nothing to cry about
'cause we'll hold each other soon
In the blackest of rooms
If Heaven and Hell decide
That they both are satisfied
Illuminate the No's on their vacancy signs
If there's no one beside you
When your soul embarks
Then I'll follow you into the dark
Then I'll follow you into the dark
Well I just sang along to the song and it made me feel a bit better. I sang it to Panther, she is sitting here cleaning herself. I wonder if she likes my singing. The truth is I love singing, but I am so terrified of singing in front of people. I guess cats are okay.
I'm off to a party. I hope I can cheer up there a little.
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